I havent heard from my first love in a year, and i still reallu miss him. what do i do?

Im 19/male,and i think i already have a 1stlove.When i was in a foster home after my dad got rid of me,i lived w/ a ton of guys. The first one i met,Pedro,i couldnt stop thinkin about him.i was very attracted to him.he was def the hottest guy i had feelings for,but his personality and mine clicked.he seemed gay/bi at first,but i neva asked.i had crushes before,but not that intense.ppl told me its just anotha crush n that imma get ova him. well, he claimed to be"hetero"and "metroual". he had friends before. but on the otha hand,he n i kinda flirted,a lot. he couldnt do much to upset me, thats prolly y he knew he could mess w me easily around otha guys,but in private, we went to da mall.i called it a date. he updated my style too.well, at first ppl wasnt sure if he gay/bi/straight.he used me before, n we had probs b4,but his true colors showed b4 he ran away ova 1yr ago.he wanted to be my roommate,n it was kinda romantic.its been ova 1yr,n i still miss him.is it love?will we meet?